Today is a very hot day! I almost sick by the sun.
After a hard day, my da came into my room and said something that i already knew but never heard from him. He seldom put words on children's relationship, especially in front of the one. He analysed my ex and let me know the reasons of his dislike after nine years. Includes age difference, economic condition with future risk and family background. He is right! These are exactly the reasons that I raised for ending it up.
The most important thing is he supports my decision, of course, both in relationship and my future plan. There is nothing better than this to have a supportive family without trying to control your life or decision. Maybe I spent planty time on making decision, maybe they can push me harder to turn my future plan, but it is my own life they can not help me on experiencing. They have done the best to accompany me through and pass struggles which is good enough.
